my varnished soapbox

february was... a month

iykyk.

i always joke to my friends that if you see title fight or frank ocean climb up in my listening stats, it's a cry for help. i was going through it last month (who isn't at any given point in time?) but it's my right to stream music and be the main character for a while! these songs, these lyrics, these melodies, they were clearly written with my very specific experiences in mind!

i won't lie, though. it was a month. it was the longest february to date for reasons i'd rather not expand on here. it's still interesting to see how my listening history is affected by circumstance. i've been archiving this for quite some time, so i'm able to pinpoint where i was at a particular juncture. even though a situation might suck in the moment, having something to look back on is a nice benchmark for when life feels stagnant.

i don't have a means to attach an image without doxxing my music archive account, so i'll add a list1 of my top 25 albums/EPs for february:

  1. Title Fight - Shed
  2. Arctic Monkeys - The Car
  3. Ariana Grande - eternal sunshine
  4. beabadoobee - This Is How Tomorrow Moves
  5. Arctic Monkeys - Tranquility Base Hotel & Casino
  6. Cigarettes After Sex - I.
  7. Arctic Monkeys - Humbug
  8. American Football - American Football (LP3)
  9. Arctic Monkeys - Favourite Worst Nightmare
  10. Godspeed You! Black Emperor - "NO TITLE AS OF 13 FEBRUARY 2024 28,340 DEAD"
  11. yeule - softscars
  12. Blonde Redhead - Sit Down for Dinner
  13. At the Drive-In - Vaya
  14. Title Fight - Floral Green
  15. Magdalena Bay - Imaginal Disk
  16. A Silver Mt. Zion - Born Into Trouble as the Sparks Fly Upward
  17. The Marías - Submarine
  18. Beyoncé - Lemonade
  19. Boris - Pink
  20. Mutemath - Mutemath
  21. The Zombies - Begin Here
  22. Placebo - Sleeping with Ghosts
  23. At the Drive-In - El Gran Orgo
  24. Blonde Redhead - Penny Sparkle
  25. Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Lift Your Skinny Fists Like Antennas To Heaven

  1. since i generated it a few days into march, there's a few albums that snuck in (softscars and lift your skinny fists) but whatever lol

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